Hello. My name is Killian and I'm living the life that most kids could only dream of. I have a family. I have guys trying to get with me everyday. I have enemies. I have friends. And I have my bestfriend. It sounds perfect, doesn't it? Family - I have a rather large family and an even larger adopted family. My family life is kept from my friends. I live with my grandparents, Mimi and Poppy. No. My parents aren't dead. they just don't have time for me. Dad. He left when I was almost two years old. He ran away from Debbie (my self-proclaimed mother). I can't blame him. I left when I was thirteen. Before that I was working to get money and even stealing money from neighbors and they're friends. My older sister, Storm was stealing food from stores. I roamed the streets at night and Debbie claims not to even remember it. The house was trashed. Every day I walked in from school into the worst smelling place ever. I took care of my little sister until my older sister came home. Then I'd leave. I'd leave for work, for thievery, for who knows what. I haven't lived with Debbie since then. Debbie. World's largest whore. Literally. She can be described as a whale. She kicked me out along with my sister, Storm. My other sister is still locked in her hell. I feel so sorry for her. She has to live with everything that I ran away from. She kicked us out to make room for her new family Her perfect family. One man, Joe. One woman, Debbie. One child, Hunter. I have a very close family other than that. Uncle Joe and Aunt Beth. They're very supportive. They've given us money. They've gotten us jobs. They've given us clothes. The only thing they haven't given us is space. I'd describe them as snooty. They're snooty but they play it off very well. They have four children. All boys. Kirstofer, Collan, Elijah, and Taegan. Sometimes they are my nightmare. Sometimes they brighten my day. But they are always my family. We are cousins but it feels like we're siblings. Kristofer is a smarty pants. He always has to be smarter than everyone else whoch gets him into a lot of trouble. He's everyone's favorite nerd and he's proud of it. Collan is the funny guy. He tries to make people laugh and he's good at it. Even though he doesn't know when to stop laughing and when to start being serious. Elijah is my favourite. He's very sensitive and very cool. He has alot of problems and he's pshycic...just like me. Taegan is the drama king. He is an excellent actor and he uses that to get people in trouble. He's only 3 and he's already a hard rocker. Uncle Burt and Aunt MaryBeth. They take us out to wherever we want to go whenever we need to get away from the chaos of our life. They've even offered us a place to live. I'm halfway ready to take that offer. They're very understanding and they connect with me very well. I'd describe them as fun. They're awesome and I love spending time with them. Burt is a huge conspiracy theorist and Mary is very oppinionated. They're the perfect storm. Uncle Danny and Aunt Leslie the most unusual couple out of everyone. Danny is a security guard that expects and demands good grades and order and respect from his children. Leslie is a hardrocker that works at Walmart and goes with the flow. They hae 5 children. 2 are hers, 2 are his, and 1 is both of theirs. But they don't treat them that way. They treat them all like their children. James. He's a punk. He has a serious attitude problem in front of his parents but around us he's different. Zachery is the comic. He's absolutely hilarious and he plays a mean guitar. He has a band and he rocks. Marissa is the prissy girl. she loves pink and listens to Jesse McCartney. Enough said. Courtney is weird. She is a follower not a leader and she makes that obvious. Whoever I like she likes. Whatever I eat, she eats. It's not flattering...it's annoying. Kody is the typical Kentucky boy. He fishes, yells, fights, and dreams of joining the army. That's about it. Uncle Jerry and Aunt Maieiika. They are insane They have alot of problems and they're very personal people. They can't even stand eachother. They have situated their work schedules so that they wont ever have to see eachother. They have 5 children. Elizabeth is my bestfriend. She's loud and obnoxious but we love her. Victoria is a smart ass, uptight, snobby, bitch...and that's how we love her. She's one of the smartest kids I know and she always rubs it in. Christopher is the tough guy. He plays football, basketball...everything. He's rough n' tough and macho. Joseph is the ninny. He is very sensitive and everyone calls him gay...except me. He's not gay he's just sensitive. Lailah is the princess. That's about it. the Guys - Earlier I said that I have guys trying to get with me every day...well it's true. My guys are very important to me and they make me me. There's too many to list so I'm just gonna list the top three. Plus their non-stop flirting always gives me a boost in confidence. Travis is my best guy friend. We've known eachother for almost 13 years. He's always been there for me through thick and thin. I've always been able to count on him. We went out for 9 months. Exactly 9 months. He cheated on me on our 9 month anniversary. It didn't bother me though because I had been cheating on him since 2 weeks after we started dating. Our friendship has only gotten stronger since then. He still flirts but I ignore it. We're going to LA in two years and I can't wait! Ian is my number one guy. He and I have been off and on for the past three years. He's the one i cheated on Travis with. I've always felt secure with him. I'm a bad influence on him. After he met me he had his first alcoholic beverage, his first cigarette, his first everything. But he's cool now. He constantly tries to make me jealous. I doesn't work though because he always tells me when he's trying. Evan is my favorite. He's biggest flirt. We've dated a few times. His way of saying hello to me when we weren't dating was to walk up and french me...in front of my grandma. Enemies - there are waaaaaaay too many to list. So the main one in Elizabeth Dricks. She's been trying to steal Ian from me for three years and in the process she's savotaged one o fmy concerts, ruined my dye job, broke my wrist, and shattered almost everything I have. She's a lying backstabbing bitch. I hate her. She's the richest, snobbiest, preppiest girl ever. She complains about how hard her life is and I can't stand her. I usually try avoid physical contact with her becauese Ian and her are friends but every time we fight I kick her ass up one wall and down the other. And I'm proud of that. Friends and Best Friends - I have many friends. Kevin, Adrian, Fatima, Sara, Cybill, Parker, Aaron, Danielle...and many others. But he best friends are the ones that really matter to me. My best friend that I've ever had was named Sharon Marie Collins. She's the reason I am still alive. She's the reason I am who I am. She's why I dont' sleep at night. Sharon was killed on October 24th. 2004. That day was the worst day of my life. Seth, Cory, Kent, Megan, and myself all went to the movies. While in the theatre Kent recieved a call on his cell. It was Joshua. All he said was that Sharon was dead and we needed to get back. Kent, the oldest of all of us and Sharon's boyfriend, dropped everyone off at Meg's house. He called us later. While we were on our way to the theatre, Joshua's parents had gotten into a fight. So he called Sharon and asked her to come over and hang out with him. He really needed someone to talk to. Sharon and Josh were close so she walked over. ther was a car accident on the main road so Sharon had to go through a back alley behind Thorton's. There she was gang banged. Joshua sat out on his front porch and waited for her for abour twenty minutes. They live almost four blocks away from eachother so he was getting worried. When he walked around to look for her he found her. That day was the worst day of all of our lives. Ever since then we've all changed. We don't talk anymore. We don't hango out together anymore. Because when we do we see the space where Sharon used to be and it breaks our hearts. Sharon taught me everything I know about life and how to handel it. She'll always be my best friend. She always said that friendship didn't go to the grave. And now I believe that. Hello. My name is Killian and I'm living the life that most kids could only dream of. A life of indepentancy, pain, lies, hurt, freedom, and betrayel. I have an overbearing, insane family. I have guys trying to get with me every day even though they've already left me broken hearted and empty handed. I have enemies beyond ability to count. I have friends that mean the world to me and don't know what''s really going on. And I have my bestfriend. My dead best friend. It sounds perfect, doesn't it?