To be blunt, I don't believe there is an up side to being in palliative care with cancer. But if there IS an up side, it must surely be the drugs, because it is 2:37 in the morning, and I just spent 40 minutes on the phone with Craig while he sang to me the new songs he wrote for his next project - ...

The Air That I Breathe. Author: The Magic Rat. Rating: R Pairing: Nathan/Toki Warnings: Foul language. Word Count: 1182 Website – Ex Libris: http://www.winter-wood.net/ex-libris/index.html Live Journal: http://delaese.livejournal.com/profile Disclaimer: Metalocalypse, the members of Dethklok, and lyrics ...

I just had a lovely war of words with Susan. Despite the burning temptation to lay out everything she said along with her email addy and phone number, I will not do it. I will simply leave you with this little beauty. Keep in mind that when Craig asked her why she did not call, she said she was scared ...

Saw him last night. He looked AWESOME. Like seriously, colour in his face, mind bright and clear, body... well I'm not gonna lie, I'd love to see him gain a few pounds. But he looked good, and he loved hearing about the fuss he's causing, getting me to ask for prayers. Craig is always happiest when ...

All right, I'm back, I flipped my biscuit but I'm over myself now. I just heard "palliative care" and... some other ugly words and lost it big time, but I gotta keep reminding myself this whole situation has shit to do about me, it's about Craig, and he is who I have to focus on. I'm not going to give ...

Craig has been moved to palliative care. Um... yeah. Brain not working. Really fucking hating these cutesy-poo emoticons right now.

I think I'm seriously overwrought from the last few days because I have a major case of the dorks. First up - Pretty eggies. See how pretty the eggies are? Pretty eggies. Next - please go visit my community (info) mord_haus and see the awesomeness that is the layout (info) ppyropigeon designed for it. ...

Craig looked really good, he was DRUGGED but awake and cheerful. He's in a lot of pain but they have him on some really serious meds, so that gets back to why he's so cheerful. And they are not 100% sure it is The Big C but they are treating it aggressively because there are tumours and they are in ...

Well after having sat on pins and needles since Wednesday to find out if Craig was alive, he called me, poor bunny. He wanted me to help him look for a Dr. Geddes, who deals with "stage 6". I have no idea what stage 6 is, but it doesn't sound any too good to me. He was weak as a kitten, and we didn't ...

Yes I realize that you think it is precious when your toddlers yank open ALLLLLLLL the doors on the dryers in the laundryroom to peek inside. Fucking adorable, especially when I spend a buck twenty-five to come in a half hour later and find the door hanging open, the time expired, and the towels inside ...